"Bring Me To Psychriatrist..."

I just had a bad dream... Really bad dream... And it's just ended a few minutes ago...

The dream was like my inner demon is ready to take over my body... And that inner demon are... My depression and suicidal behavior...

I don't know the beginning of my dream, but it keep getting worst... Everyone was like bullied me because of something i do that doesn't right, right now... Everyone, my college friends, my classmate, my teacher, everyone technically was bullied me... And i don't even can give them any reason, so i keep running away from them...

I just remember one thing that 2  of my classmate in school year (Maria and Timmy) escort me to some room, i was crying that time. Timmy left me after escorting me, but Maria was sitting on the bed and trying to make me calm, but what i said only...

"Bring me to Psychiatrist..."

I really shaken and feared that everyone hated me, and i don't know why somehow that room was ambushed by large number of student that shouting to me...

At that time, i running again, crying and weeping, this time only to see that all people already gathering on that place that were ready to attack me... Then, i lying on the fence, ready to jump to the ground from 3rd floor (yes, the building was like a hotel) until i heard somebody shout "Let her killed herself, so we won't get penalized for her!!"

That time, everyone was keep telling i'm crazy and etc...

The last time, i running again and then i woke up...

Woke up and suddenly my tears burst out, i'm crying...
I feel empty and overwhelmed by the dream, i was thinking "God, why that happen to me?"

"I really need to see psychiatrist, now..."